You Were Never Really Here

I found a poem you wrote and I told you I didn’t get it
I didn’t understand what you meant by saying
“Being with you all this time was enigmatic”
But you kept quite like I said nothing

Years are passing by for me but
I still have no single clue about that poem
Because every time you were around was something
I cherised till the day you left

Tell me more about you blackened my path and
Asked lunar to shine my room, I insist, because
If I had been more more more more me
I would have open up a road map
Made it obvious for you to point at no way

You didn’t have to arrange any eclipse or
Decorate my mind with any celestial body
Because I never stopped whistling your name
It should had been enough for you to breath
And I should had been enough for years

For I’m not disruptive person
There’s nothing to regret and
This relationship wasn’t even close to average so
If I had been more more more more me
I would have been realize what you think about me
Made it obvious for me to walk away long before you did

Azmi, Februari 2022