366 Days of Me #day41

There is no something special about my first day except everything is new and I have to get used to it. I woke up earlier to the radio, the announcer told me life is beautiful and I have to thank God every morning for this bless. I got heater for bath, it was really helpful for me to become completely awake. I had my breakfast earlier, sky was dark but the food was ready. It wasn't egg or nugget or else (like I used to have at home. I used to have it that way only because it is easier to do in the morning) but rice, I also had tea. I kissed Aunty on cheek (like I used to do to Mom every time I go somewhere) then I said see you as I went by. The road was new for me, so was the morning view. It kept me wondering what day it is today and what I did to live this day today. Till I realized the building I have to walk in was completely new and it consisted of people I have never met before.

New friends always scare me. What if they don't like me? What if they don't like the way I dress up, the way I talk, the way I do things, or even the way I think of something? What if I can't fit in? What if I don't understand what they are talking about? What if I'm not good enough to become their friend? BUT what if I am?