Please Save Me From My Own Mind #6

You could walk away from people who hurt you or make you sick and tired
And there would always be the time you blame yourself for let them in
or blame them for being so rude
or blame the life for the path you both share
But, darling, world works that way
It hits you hard only to slap you harder when you get up
Imagine everything seems so easy, everyone greets warm, everywhere looks nice,
How do you learn the scars?
How do you know which one is good, better, or best?
How do you figure out who you are?

Azmi, May 2019
Written on December 2018

Please Save Me From My Own Mind #2

Someday people will ask you about how you keep alive in one percent battery
Then you will say to them that life charges yourself
You will say you can bring out your aptitude, become brave and set your voice louder for your liking,
and show your maximal brightness as your ability at the same time
Because life charges you while you try to pass it through
Because life doesn't only hurt you badly but also give you all the words, touches, chances, people, and gifts you deserve
And that's all enough to take you back to one hundred percents
Someday people will ask you and you will reply exactly like that
So please keep going, you are almost there

Azmi, May 2019